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Friday, December 7, 2012

12 Things I wish on my 12.12.12 !

12.12.12. What a special date! And, this will be the last year we will have this pattern of date, we won't have 13.13.13 ma :-) So, because of that I'm very excited of this date. And I wish to do something that I will remember for the whole of my life on this day. So, I listed out 12 things I wish  on my 12.12.12 :

1. Get my self a new hair-look. Saloon mari :-)
2. Spending a day with a special friend..
3. No.2 wish to be granted :-)
4.No.3 wish to be granted :-)
5.No.4 wish to be granted :-)
6.No.5 wish to be granted :-)
7.No.6 wish to be granted :-)
8.No.7 wish to be granted :-)
9.No.8 wish to be granted :-)
10.No.9 wish to be granted :-)
11.No.10 wish to be granted :-)
12. All of above wish to be granted..hahaha...

Merepek saja suma ni :-)

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Saturday, October 20, 2012

Experience is the greatest teacher!

Hidup tak selalunya indah macam yang kita bayangkan,
Mesti akan ada saatnya, air mata menitis laju,
Gelak tawa terhenti, senyum tak lagi terukir..
Hari tak lagi cerah, mendung mendatang, ombak membadai..
Jantung seakan berhenti berdegup, hati seakan behenti menari, jiwa seakan berhenti menyanyi..

Tapi, siapa aku untuk salahkan sesiapapun,
Logiknya, takda sesiapapun yang bersalah,
Cuma sekadar aku bukan heroin dalam cerita ini,
Tapi, aku reda mengikhlaskan segalanya, sungguh,
Aku takkan jadi watak antagonis drama TV,
Buat macam-macam sekadar untuk menang,tipikal sungguh,
Luhurnya, aku cuma aku,
Yang hanya mampu menguatkan hati, mengikhlaskan segala.

Tapi, aku percaya,
Pengalaman ini membuka mata hati aku,
Terkecewa buat aku jadi insan berjiwa besar,
Air mata buat aku menghargai ketawa,
Hujan buat aku menghargai sinar mentari,
Duka buat aku menghargai suka..
Dan pengalaman buat aku belajar,
Pengalaman buat aku jadi dewasa, jadi wanita, bukan lagi anak kecil , darah muda.



Seteguh karang !




Friday, October 19, 2012

Dry..........:-|

O God my God,
My soul cry for You,
For I feel so dry inside,
no comfort, no joys,
Just an empty soul...

I want to do more for You God,
But why I feel so certain to leave now,
I want to do give more for You Lord,
But why I can't feel the joys of being here anymore,
Is this what You want O Lord,
Is this what You called me to do,
Or is this the right time Lord, Your perfect time..
Tell me Lord, Your will, and let it be done on Thy way.

and I pray,
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Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Who said no one love you...

Who said no one loved you?
Look around you and see how much they love you..
One may not loved you, 
One may hurt you,
but still there is at least one out there is praying and cares for you.

Who said no one loved you?
Look  at the cross and see who died for you..
If this is not love, what is this..
He will always loves you when the world rejected you.

Who said no one loves you?
Closed your eyes and feel the loves of God..
Don't bother to seek it in other places,
Seek in your heart first and you will find the loves of God within..
Never think that no one loves you, because He does, He really does.
Smiles,you are loved!
God loves you very much.


Note for myself..
Emie-17/7/12 7.40am-Batangas, Philippine.


Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Wasiat J.I.W.A

Hari ini aku nyaris mati, ya nyaris.
Mati dengan kebenaran yang aku sendiri bayangkan,
Aku boleh rasakan setiap cebisan jantung aku bagai pecah berderai..
Setiap cebisan hati aku bagai disiat-siat..
Sakit Ya tuhan..
Seluruh jiwa raga rasa tak berdaya..

Aku ingat jiwa aku dah mati dah,
Nasib aku lebih kuat dari apa yang aku sangka..
Mungkin sepanjang segala sesuatu ini terjadi, 
Aku tak sedar kan..
Jiwa aku jadi kental..
Hati aku jadi tegar..
Dan Tuhan tak pernah tinggalkan aku.



Aku bawa tidur,
Tak kisah lah airmata tak kering lagi,
Yang aku tahu saat ini, aku mahu lupakan dulu,
Drama dunia yang bikin jiwa lara ini,
Mungkin aku bukan primadona dalam kisah ini,
Tapi, cukup sekadar satu hari nanti aku dapat jadi sang rama-rama,
Bangkit dari ulat jadi rerama yang indah.
Bangkit dari sakit ini, jadi primadona layar aku sendiri.


Every girl has their own fairy tales,